I think I was dreaming.
^_____^.; It's been a little while since I updated, hm? I guess things have been a bit quiet lately...well, for me. They've been going well, of course, but nothing extraordinary to report... :P
This school sleepover has turned out to be more fun than I expected, though. And why does it seem like none of the teachers in this school know how to lj-cut these obnoxiously huge posts? x_X.;
Well, I leave you now with a survey (humor me and fill it out >D)...and a private entry, but you don't get to see that. ^_~.
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Give me a hug?
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?
» Wanted to kiss me?
» Wanted to kill me?
» Kept something important from me?
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?
AND MORE
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What reminds you of me?
» If you could give me anything what would it be?
» How well do you know me?
» When's the last time you saw me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» What would you do in the dark with me?
I wonder now how I ever lived without it. The feel of her skin beneath my fingers, the way she looks at me, the way she lightly touches my hair...
I've fallen so hard, and just now noticed. I think I may very well be in love. How did this happen? I never allowed it before, I suppose; I never wanted to step in or break things up. It was never right before. Hotohori-sama...I loved him, but I think it was mostly for Korin's sake. More of a habit. I want Hotohori to be as happy as he could possibly be, and at one time I thought I could give that to him.
...I can't, though, nor could I give Miaka that happiness. Only Tamahome could do that for her...
But with Kaoru, I...as me, myself. As Ryuuen. Not as Korin, not as Nuriko the Suzaku seishi, I want to protect her. I want to be everything I can be for her...
Gods, I hope you're listening now. Do anything to me, give me any trial or test, I'll pass them all for her sake. Just don't take her from me.
This school sleepover has turned out to be more fun than I expected, though. And why does it seem like none of the teachers in this school know how to lj-cut these obnoxiously huge posts? x_X.;
Well, I leave you now with a survey (humor me and fill it out >D)...and a private entry, but you don't get to see that. ^_~.
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Give me a hug?
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?
» Wanted to kiss me?
» Wanted to kill me?
» Kept something important from me?
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?
AND MORE
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What reminds you of me?
» If you could give me anything what would it be?
» How well do you know me?
» When's the last time you saw me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» What would you do in the dark with me?
I wonder now how I ever lived without it. The feel of her skin beneath my fingers, the way she looks at me, the way she lightly touches my hair...
I've fallen so hard, and just now noticed. I think I may very well be in love. How did this happen? I never allowed it before, I suppose; I never wanted to step in or break things up. It was never right before. Hotohori-sama...I loved him, but I think it was mostly for Korin's sake. More of a habit. I want Hotohori to be as happy as he could possibly be, and at one time I thought I could give that to him.
...I can't, though, nor could I give Miaka that happiness. Only Tamahome could do that for her...
But with Kaoru, I...as me, myself. As Ryuuen. Not as Korin, not as Nuriko the Suzaku seishi, I want to protect her. I want to be everything I can be for her...
Gods, I hope you're listening now. Do anything to me, give me any trial or test, I'll pass them all for her sake. Just don't take her from me.