maybe its the drugs...
I am still sick. I have lost my voice and doesn't seem to be coming back anytime soon?
It is funny everyone at work seems to whisper when they are talking to me. Patients leave quieter and speak softer to me when I am at the front trying to help them. Amazingly people can hear me when I pick up the phone.
On a different note, I have been hit hard with depression. I honestly don't know why. I just woke up in bed last night crying about the dumbest things. Like my dad doesn't love me and he he care more for his siblings then us. My current boyfriend is a jerk and I'm tired of working.
I think it might have something to do with these antibiotics given to me. After all that crying I was fine afterward. Slowly, it seems to be creeping back at me. I am starting to feel abandon. **shrugs** oh well. If these feeling continues after I finish the pills I might have to see someone about this.
On the plus side of things, I am been sleeping more than before. ^_^ though, I am pretty sure te dark circles around my eyes are permanent. ^_^ Oh and my laptop was fixed by peter. YAY! I have a computer again. ^_~!
It is funny everyone at work seems to whisper when they are talking to me. Patients leave quieter and speak softer to me when I am at the front trying to help them. Amazingly people can hear me when I pick up the phone.
On a different note, I have been hit hard with depression. I honestly don't know why. I just woke up in bed last night crying about the dumbest things. Like my dad doesn't love me and he he care more for his siblings then us. My current boyfriend is a jerk and I'm tired of working.
I think it might have something to do with these antibiotics given to me. After all that crying I was fine afterward. Slowly, it seems to be creeping back at me. I am starting to feel abandon. **shrugs** oh well. If these feeling continues after I finish the pills I might have to see someone about this.
On the plus side of things, I am been sleeping more than before. ^_^ though, I am pretty sure te dark circles around my eyes are permanent. ^_^ Oh and my laptop was fixed by peter. YAY! I have a computer again. ^_~!