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draining the pleasure
helping to find
why am i like this?
is love really a waste of time?
i cant sleep
im goin under
i cant breath
im goin under
his name escapes my lips
a soft whisper so loud to my ears
i have seen so much in my life
leavin scars of hatred and embarressment
its magic...magic ive never known
i hate it this has torn
im goin under
can i stay still?
im goin under
obviously im gettin depressed again---
is it because i want mason and i cant have him?
is it because im not satisfied with tha fact that i can be a better daughter for my mom?
am i sure what love is?
why do i feel like i can never be better than my brother and he is younger than me?
i miss tyler he was my one
why do i have so many problems and it never shows?
am i so good at hiding it?
mason mason mason...ok im obsessed
i feel stupid actin like this
homecoming was stupid
i dont know why i went
almost somethin was gone
i have to tell someone! gahh i dont know who
lovin you mason----------------
helping to find
why am i like this?
is love really a waste of time?
i cant sleep
im goin under
i cant breath
im goin under
his name escapes my lips
a soft whisper so loud to my ears
i have seen so much in my life
leavin scars of hatred and embarressment
its magic...magic ive never known
i hate it this has torn
im goin under
can i stay still?
im goin under
obviously im gettin depressed again---
is it because i want mason and i cant have him?
is it because im not satisfied with tha fact that i can be a better daughter for my mom?
am i sure what love is?
why do i feel like i can never be better than my brother and he is younger than me?
i miss tyler he was my one
why do i have so many problems and it never shows?
am i so good at hiding it?
mason mason mason...ok im obsessed
i feel stupid actin like this
homecoming was stupid
i dont know why i went
almost somethin was gone
i have to tell someone! gahh i dont know who
lovin you mason----------------