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nunsensebridget

-27 Beat-

May 13, 2009 02:27

Uh, you have OTHER THINGS you should be thinking about now, you know. Gosh, you grownups always prove me right in the end. You're all dumb.

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7th_warrant May 13 2009, 08:49:33 UTC

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nunsensebridget May 13 2009, 08:50:52 UTC

... Good luck in your fight.

...as Queen's "Father to Son" plays on my playlist 7th_warrant May 13 2009, 09:34:10 UTC

...Bridget.

i want to be the sort of man you can look at and be proud of. part of that is... facing my trials head on.

T___T nunsensebridget May 13 2009, 10:32:58 UTC

... I was proud of you before.

7th_warrant May 13 2009, 18:03:28 UTC

i was not proud of myself...

nunsensebridget May 14 2009, 04:55:36 UTC

Then you're more concerned about yourself, not what I think.

7th_warrant May 14 2009, 08:49:44 UTC

should I not be?

i'm sick, son... and maybe this will help conquer some of those demons

nunsensebridget May 14 2009, 09:10:33 UTC

No, you just shouldn't say it's for me.

I know you are... Now. But what about next time something happens and you're not sick? Are you going to just run away somewhere again? You're old and a lot of bad things happened that you were a part of. When will it ever stop long enough for you to worry about us your new life anyway?

... I have to go see Naruse-san.

7th_warrant May 14 2009, 10:22:22 UTC

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I intend to end it. That old life. I will end it by allowing her a chance for justice.

Perhaps... Perhaps this forgiveness will finally allow me to start properly this new life.

nunsensebridget May 14 2009, 11:12:48 UTC

End it how? By letting her kill you like you did before?! That didn't help anything! I don't even think you'll fight back! The only way she'll forgive you is if you're dead, if you did something that bad.

I... Hmf!

... I just won't expect anything. I'll be happy if you have time for me, but if you don't I won't be upset, and you won't have to feel bad. There seem to be a lot of people who need something from you that need to be taken care of.

7th_warrant May 14 2009, 19:53:14 UTC

I will not simply roll over and die. I never have.

...is that what you really think happened back then? That I simply went into the battle with Dio with my own death in mind?

nunsensebridget May 15 2009, 06:21:53 UTC

Then you'll fight expecting to die, right? Isn't that the same thing? Is it a fight just for show, knowing that all she wants is for you to die, daddy?

7th_warrant May 15 2009, 09:32:12 UTC

She has seen what strengthens me here. She will see those things in me. I will show her my reason to live...

Perhaps then, I will earn her forgiveness. Not through death... but through my will to live.

nunsensebridget May 15 2009, 09:56:43 UTC

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nunsensebridget May 15 2009, 09:58:11 UTC

Just be careful.

7th_warrant May 15 2009, 18:55:15 UTC

Of course...

I love you, son.

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