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Today, I worked open-close. Near 8pm, a gorgeous, redheaded girl came up and wanted to look at watches.
"How much is this one?"
"Hm. That one's $95."
"Ah."
"Yeah."
"Hey. I was just wondering. Can I have your number?"
And without blinking or considering it, I replied "I'm sorry. I'm not available."
She blushed, and said "I'm sorry. I thought so." and walked off.
I returned to cleaning and helping other customers.
Nearly fifteen minutes after she left, it hit me. I'm not available!? Why wouldn't I be available!? Why did I say that!? What the fuck is wrong with me?
The worst part is, I'm not even kicking myself for turning her down. I just don't know why I lied to her.
If I'm not available now, when will I be available? What am I waiting for?
Ah, angst. She is a motherfucker, no?
"How much is this one?"
"Hm. That one's $95."
"Ah."
"Yeah."
"Hey. I was just wondering. Can I have your number?"
And without blinking or considering it, I replied "I'm sorry. I'm not available."
She blushed, and said "I'm sorry. I thought so." and walked off.
I returned to cleaning and helping other customers.
Nearly fifteen minutes after she left, it hit me. I'm not available!? Why wouldn't I be available!? Why did I say that!? What the fuck is wrong with me?
The worst part is, I'm not even kicking myself for turning her down. I just don't know why I lied to her.
If I'm not available now, when will I be available? What am I waiting for?
Ah, angst. She is a motherfucker, no?