(no subject)
tired. very very tired. to the point of heightened paranoia and hallucinations.
i think theres something wrong with me. well, something more than usual. no matter how much sleep i get i feel like shit. im eating well. with the exception of the ocassional trip to ihop, but hey, i never pay so cant turn it down. ive been running 3 miles a day to try and tone up and keep 'the molson' under control. so wierd. im trying to get off the damn sleeping pills now since i might be taking a 9-5 job but its not working so well. obviously. ugh.
hung out with ihop guy tonight. it was fun. its odd because i find myself thinking that hes overly nice.or overly sweet. something. but isnt that a good thing? why the crap are the assholes always so much more appealing?!?!?! so annoying. but yeah. this guy makes me happy. well see.
sleep time. interview tomorrow at vintage stock. yay for money. wish me luck. i need it.
i think theres something wrong with me. well, something more than usual. no matter how much sleep i get i feel like shit. im eating well. with the exception of the ocassional trip to ihop, but hey, i never pay so cant turn it down. ive been running 3 miles a day to try and tone up and keep 'the molson' under control. so wierd. im trying to get off the damn sleeping pills now since i might be taking a 9-5 job but its not working so well. obviously. ugh.
hung out with ihop guy tonight. it was fun. its odd because i find myself thinking that hes overly nice.or overly sweet. something. but isnt that a good thing? why the crap are the assholes always so much more appealing?!?!?! so annoying. but yeah. this guy makes me happy. well see.
sleep time. interview tomorrow at vintage stock. yay for money. wish me luck. i need it.