these castle walls
My own grandmother stopped you at the reception line telling you to stay away from me ~ I'll only break your heart. I don't know what happened last nite but i've held tears at bay today. I had to build a wall or the world would have eaten me alive. In doing so i've let you down and did us both a great disservice. You've given me the same message for years. It fell upon deaf ears and for that i apologize. I finally heard you and it was powerful. You've broken my once thought impervious boundary and it scares me. I don't know what to do with the truth.