part 2

[nun_whore]

A friend once told me, after not seeing me for years "you look beaten but not broken."
I get it now
I broke
and I have never felt better in my life
Invigorating huh? the freedom of knowing you cant have anything taken away from you anymore. A man who wants nothing is invincible.
I am invincible.
thank you for this
if nothing else thank you for breaking me.
I love you dearly and this is the best thing anyone could have ever given me, better than flowers.
I am free now.
totally and utterly free from hurt, pain, fear.
I feel nothing, and have nothing, and nothing could ever have made me happier.
xoxoxo