Now lets be honest kids....
Im kinda lonley
Im not ganna lie
I miss Robert alot
heh
needy wasnt on the mood selection thing
I guess most people wont admit that
but I do
I know Im needy right now
and whats wrong with that
I mean I admit it
heh
its not good to always be needy
but I am right now and I find that ok
I dont really hang out with anyone anymore
mostly Patrick and Lexi these days
but then theres also Tucker
and Justin and Aaron
but yeah
I guess I dont really have any set friends anymore
I guess Im alright with that
I dont need to go out all the time
I dont know
needy
kinda lonley
pathetic
Ill get over it though so its ok
hahaha
I need a fucking job
really bad
Im really a gigantic waste of human being
all I do is chain-smoke
take up space
sleep
I dont even say anything useful anymore
I feel like I used to be this great person who everyone wanted to know what I had to say
(In the north carolina days)
but now Im just this mass of human
I say nothing of imporntance
I always sound dumb when I do speak
maybe Ill just stop talking for a while
Im good at that
maybe I sould get drunk
heh
I dont see how this could make me feel any better about myself
but I would be drunk
lol
I never see Ivy, Logan, or Violet anymore
whats up with that????
oh well
no ones going to read this anyways.........