Feb 05, 2006 18:13
so I hate florida and everything about it
except for the few friends I have left "violette, ivy, kylin, etc."
I cried for 5 hours last night
I feel like crying again
this bitch who was supposed to be my friend fucking kissed peter when I had specifically told her I would kick her fucking ass if she ever did anything with him
when I found out I cried
ALOT
and the only person who was trying to "comfort" me was basically saying I was over reacting and she didnt wanna be around me when Im like this
which friends should do
be there for the good and bad
not just the good
she told me to suck it up
there were a million other things I was crying about aswell
no one cared
I might as well die
heh
no one would give a fuck
Im in so much fucking pain
everyone keeps telling me I have no right to be mad
my heart has been ripped out and put through the blender
but again I would like to mention this is about a million different things aswell
I just dont want to talk about them
and that was the one that put me over the edge
I cant believe they would do that to me
I was such a good friend
I never did anything to deserve this life I have stumbled through
I dont know how much more I can take
I wouldent have made it through last night without my mom
I feel like crying all the time
this is the worst pain I have ever felt
I moved
and my phone got cut off
so heres my new number to those who need it
246-6693
later