Jun 27, 2005 01:32
I dont really know
Im kind of over lj
but yeah
Ive been off the computer alot latley
lol
yeah
cause Im awesome and Im making more friends
met someone amazing
there are glitches but I hope everything works out
Linda says it looks like our feelings are mutual
and its a boy
lol
wow
so yeah
he is like perfect
his occupation is a major plus
and no Im not after his money
but he makes me laugh all the time
and I was really upset tonight and he kept touching me
not like touching me touching me
but he would put his hand on my back when we were walking out of somewhere
and stuff like that
I really like his innocent touches
he has the most amazing earing
he is beautiful
and again I will say he makes me laugh ALL the time
hes really shy when it comes to relationships
which is really cute
and yeah I know cause he told me
but Linda said he liked me and it was really obvious
like how he tried to comfort me when I was crying and just trying to cheer me up all night
and he felt really bad when his wallet was stolen and my 40 bucks was in there
its not his fault though
and yeah
he gets me in some sketchy situations quite a bit
but yeah
its not sketchy for him cause he knows everyone and everythings groovy
but its weird when you dont know anyone
but yeah
sometimes the sketchy places make me feel at home
as in hayesville
lol
yeah
I hope I get to sneak out tonight and see him
hehe
this will all go to hell
or not even work out
and if neither of those
hes going into the airforce in like less than a month
but yeah
I want to get to know him
and this sounds really crazy comming from me
espically at this point in time in my life
but I just really want to hold his hand or have him hug me
hahaha
Im such a loser
other than that my life sucks
but yeah
Im making some friends
so thats good
and I dont get to go and see my dad this summer
which really sucks cause I only get to see him 2 weeks out of every year
christmas
and a week during the summer
Im really upset about it
I cried
yeah fuck you
lol
ok well Im ganna go call him back and see whats up
so later yall
<333
ps
tonight we went to this guys house
and his wife kept hitting on me and holding my hand and petting my hand and knees and stuff
lol
it was really weird
and her teeth are like a centimeter apart
ALL OF THEM
and they are like rotting and green
its really gross
lol
but yeah
the night wasnt a TOTAL loss
lol