One of the many things that irritates me...
I don't know how to say this really because I feel like im the only one who understand or gives a damn for that matter so i'll just say it. I get depressed around couples. Quite frankly I can't stand to be around them. Feels to un-comfortable. I feel out of place and like less of a person. I feel like a fifth wheel. Being around a couple when they are doing the couple thing isn't really my idea of a good time. It kinda sucks for me because I only have one friend in Macon that isn't in a relationship and that Dustin. I v'e tried to tell them this before but ether they diddn't listen or they don't give a fuck about my feelings. But its ok I guess. So I guess it comes down to this. If you guys they wanna be all mushy mushy thats fine ;but, I do not want to A. Hear about it, or, B. Be around it. And to the people who I have spoken to about this and they just ignored me, if you wanna be friends still find time to hang out aside from having your significant other around. Individually your fine, together your in your own little worlds and don't seem to care about the real one. All I'm saying is that you need to let your worlds be on your time not mine. Truthfully I diddn't want sound angry about this but I got mad when thinking about it. Hope I diddn't piss anyone off, because quite frankly I feel like I'm the only one who can be pissed off at this situation because it's my problem. But since when has anyone gave a damn about my problems anyways.
On a lighter note tomarrow I'm leaving this shithole to go to statesboro for a weekend packed full of halo and new people. I think its going to be fucking awesome. Finnally I think I'm going to get the weekend I've needed for nearly a year now. Plus I get to hang out with Rodger. Shit seems to smooth out whenever I get to chill and talk to him. He's like the only person I can trust to talk to about anything. So thats wonderful.
Anyhow, I think I talked enough on here now. Ima head off find something to occupy my time. See you guys later.
-Lub Teh Opus
On a lighter note tomarrow I'm leaving this shithole to go to statesboro for a weekend packed full of halo and new people. I think its going to be fucking awesome. Finnally I think I'm going to get the weekend I've needed for nearly a year now. Plus I get to hang out with Rodger. Shit seems to smooth out whenever I get to chill and talk to him. He's like the only person I can trust to talk to about anything. So thats wonderful.
Anyhow, I think I talked enough on here now. Ima head off find something to occupy my time. See you guys later.
-Lub Teh Opus