So I broke up with my boyfriend.
7 months wasted, well not wasted - I guess it was a learning experience.
Never trust a liar.
I lost friends because of him, I spent nights crying because of him and everytime he apologised 'I'm sorry, it's not me, it's my bipolar'
No, it's because he was a compulsive liar. Pretended to be his ex and messaged me saying I'd catch HIV from him, accused me of cheating when I went to Big Bang's London concert with my friends. He started arguements over the simplest things like me not taking the bins out or me saying something to a friend. I used his laptop to access my facebook and it crashed before I could log out and he used it to read my conversations with friends for several months. He hit me pretending it was playfighting and wouldn't allow hugs or kisses unless he wanted them.
The worst thing is he didn't even love me. He was still in love with his ex who left him for another guy. The ex he was still married too.
He stalked her through facebook, even did it from my facebook account on my laptop whilst I was at work one day and denied it even though I had concrete proof.
I feel so stupid. I genuinely thought he'd change.
Genuinely thought he loved me.
I saw it coming but that doens't make it any easier.
I'm an idiot.
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