Since I stopped drinking...
my long term memory has recovered the past. The pieces are not all there. There are definite gaps in the puzzle.my short term memory still sucks. some things never change.
Since I stopped drinking I feel everything. Personalization is still an issue but I can't really distinguish the true from the false.
My nightmares are farther apart bc I stopped ruminating on fears. I try my best to trust and rely upon God.
I no longer panic or blow things off completely.
I can carry conversations at events/parties. 5 Hours later I'm not passed out on someones pawpaw's sofa.
I don't just hang around ppl and pretend to listen.
I am one drink away from losing my mind.
I care less about what I can get out of life and more about what I can contribute.
I am now aware that my actions, even small, effect my level of happiness.
Humility is something I strive to attain.
Apologize
I enjoy sitting quietly in meditation
I don't call into work unless I'm really sick
I try to be as honest as I can be
I can save money
My happiness does not depend on the future.
I don't regret the past but I don't forget
I smoke less cigarettes
I spend time with my nieces and nephew
my parents and I don't argue
No anxiety attacks
I eat healthy and exercise
I enjoy other activities besides goin to bars
I know who my friends are
I know how to be a friend
This could go on forever!!!
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