I am supposed to check in online or by phone daily btw 5a and 2. I forget frequently to do this. I usually remember at 3 in the afternoon if I didn't do it before work. I have gone under the radar in the rnp since I started. I'm pretty certain if I don't start to make this a priority I'm going to get a non compliance letter.
I don't understand how other people can remember daily and I can't.
I think it may be the false belief that I am above the rules.. That's freaking crazy. The state board is brutal. I dont want to call them bc they dont take excuses kindly. I will self test if im not chosen randomly to show that im trying. I will accept the consequences when they come with grace and dignity.I will learn from it.
They increased the dose of my meds and now I'm anxious and tired. Gotta call tomorrow about that. Guess I won't be sleeping well tonight worrying about things I can't change and planning things I can at the same time.
Goin to see Dane first week of July. I can't wait to see him. Only bummer is that he has to bring 2 battle buddies with him off the base. We can go in the hotel room but they have to be in the hotel while we r there. I like my privacy so this sucks.
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