jesus!
okie doke... well guess wut ? =)..... i absolutely fucking HATE vanessas dad. i swear to god i fucking hate that god damn chinese bastard. hes gotta know that me and vanessa at our age does more than just hug and hold hands, cuz thats all i can do with her around him. i cant even give her a peck on the cheek. the other day i was at her house and we were on the computer and she was sitting in the computer chair and then i was looking at stuff on the internet and sat on her knees and he was all "brad can u please get up!". in my head i was like "fuck u, u god damn over protective faggot" but if i said that i would never see vanessa again. and stuff just sucks the big one right now. for some reason vanessa was snapping at me all damn day today. and all her friends were being just really bitchy to me. vanessa didnt wanna go to spanish cuz she forgot to do something and i was "jokingly" saying "im gunna watch u go into ur class" and shes all "ok mom!" rolled her eyes and went into class. then at lunch she hardly ever wanted to sit with me. and after school she wouldnt tell me why shes acting this way. and her friend tamsen was talking to me and looked the other way and said something so i said "what?" and shes all "never fuckin mind brad!" and rolled her eyes. by that time i really had it with everyones bullshit so i just kept my mouth shut for about the next 2 hours and didnt say anything at all cuz i went to vanessas house again today. i didnt start talking to her until the middle of the spider man 2 movie. iono about her :(. i really really really really really really times a jillion like her and would die for her if i had to but shes a little different. i dont ever know how to deal with things with her. im always afraid that shes gunna take something the wrong way and brake up with me or something. like i still dont know if she really takes our relationship seriously, i still havent asked her about that. hmm i dunno i need to make a decision. comment if u want i just needed some anger let loose. ok bye