Mar 15, 2005 20:39
So today life took a random turn and freaking blow away. I was tricked into thinking that i was the cause of crazy ass chaos but it turns out it was a lie and i have no idea what im suppose to do. Like i feel lost and traped does anyone every feel like they dont belong or your not needed or important enough to matter? Thats what i feel like right now an di know they did it on purpose thats the sad thing. But i guess if i died tomorrow they wouldnt care anyway. so maybe i shouldnt care and just crash and burn. I want something or someone to just take me away. If that person is reading this. I hope you feel better knowing that im hurt and in a bad spot even though i was only trying to care for you. thanks.
P.S. kill me now.