i've got a headache and itz not a tumor
..eh.. yeah i feel a lil better than i have been feeling these past few dayz... but this good feeling iz pending... i still have to see how everything fallz into place.. but i THINK it started off ok... i have a headache because i didn't get any sleep last nite... and usually i would just be tired and not have a headache, but the reason i couldn't sleep is because i was up all nite crying... my eyelidz were all poofy... i don't think i've cried like that b4... or at least not in a long time.. i mean i wasn't sobbing... it was just tearz and lil gasps inward... u know how that goez.. anyway... i have a headache because of it... and i woulda thought that woulda been my "one last cry" haha... but i cried in 1st period this morning... very discreetly... but cried nonetheless... i hate crying... i alwayz feel so stupid... aight... i'mma go... tml