Apr 16, 2005 00:08
Hey can you guys identify with this? my nazi LA teacher is making us write something that doesn't focus on ourselves and that other people can relate to, blah blah blah. I know it sucks right now, but I'm working on it...kinda...LoL
"It’s been a long time since we’ve spoken, and I know I’ll be the one to shatter the silence. We’ll probably never see each other again; it makes me feel blind to you. I have no idea where you are, but I’m trying to find you. I miss you, and regret not doing the things we had planned. I ask someone where you are, he shrugs, unaware of you at all. I frown, and turn to another man. He points me to my left and says to follow the road, that I’ll see you at the end. I start walking. Memories fill my head, my world is spinning, colours all meshing into one. I watch them drop with my tears, and don’t try to stop them as they fall, soaking into the ground forever. There was so much I wish could have told you before we had to go our separate ways. You just left one day, and I never heard from you again. Not even a goodbye of any sort. It’s hard not to hold even a grudge against you, but how could you have known? I am closer now, I can almost see you. I try to form a smile, try to be happy for you, but I can’t, and my smile quickly fades, my content disperses. I am standing right next to you, now. I start talking, but you don’t respond. The smile is gone now, no trace can be found; I put flowers on your grave."
BTW, bonfire was sweet~ I love Em, Liz, and Taylor, hahaha we're so stupid :)