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man, i wish i was going back to school. so far, it really sucks being a grown up. who knows. maybe it's just me who sucks at being one. i can't believe i miss being at school. i hated that place. i hated being there with those retarded people. funny how it's those people who i miss most.
i've finally decided to actually quit this stupid job that i have. i can't stand it anymore. seriously. it's just so damn tedious and getting me nowhere. it's hardly even a job. i mean, i do all the work possible, and at the end of the day i still say "i did nothing at work". it's ridiculous. so, i will begin my job search soon enough , and inform them that i want them to rot in hell. and maybe tell them that i no longer want to work there either.
haven't been up to much lately. went to ikea on friday and bought some cool shit for my room. going back again this friday to get all the stuff i wanted, but didn't get the last time. also, i've been seeing a boy. kind of. i guess. i don't really know what to call it. he's really nice and funny. but, i still don't know.
i don't know what i want right now. i want to be held and kissed so nicely and wanted and appreciated. i want what i used to have. just.. with a new person. but, this is impossible to find. trust me. because, he is the only one who can give me that. perhaps i need to just open my mind and allow new things to happen. because, looking for such specific things is so freaking hopeless. seriously.
i've finally decided to actually quit this stupid job that i have. i can't stand it anymore. seriously. it's just so damn tedious and getting me nowhere. it's hardly even a job. i mean, i do all the work possible, and at the end of the day i still say "i did nothing at work". it's ridiculous. so, i will begin my job search soon enough , and inform them that i want them to rot in hell. and maybe tell them that i no longer want to work there either.
haven't been up to much lately. went to ikea on friday and bought some cool shit for my room. going back again this friday to get all the stuff i wanted, but didn't get the last time. also, i've been seeing a boy. kind of. i guess. i don't really know what to call it. he's really nice and funny. but, i still don't know.
i don't know what i want right now. i want to be held and kissed so nicely and wanted and appreciated. i want what i used to have. just.. with a new person. but, this is impossible to find. trust me. because, he is the only one who can give me that. perhaps i need to just open my mind and allow new things to happen. because, looking for such specific things is so freaking hopeless. seriously.