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Another relationship failed miserabely and I cant help but wonder if I am to blame. We had been ding for app. 6 months and I just dont understand where I go wrong or why Im never really happy or if I just look for excuses to build a shitty relationship. I really have no idea. I can sit here and list all the things he did that I didnt like, and i can think of good qualities too-but mostly negative come to mind. I dont know. I dont understand much of anything mostly myself. If he had such qualities that i did not likethen why do I miss him?
I know in my head that I cant change anyone, then why am I hoping he will? Maybe a part of me hopes that if he sees how much more I deserve he will change for himself, and even if he does change whos to say its permanent?
I know in my head that I cant change anyone, then why am I hoping he will? Maybe a part of me hopes that if he sees how much more I deserve he will change for himself, and even if he does change whos to say its permanent?