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Shear chaos has now erupted in my "life"...I moved out of my house last week and was living at Family Motor Inn with some friend because i had nowhere else to go...i met a guy named James and he was everything i had been looking for...i went against everything my family told me(just because they're racist bastards), and continued to see him...things got serious pretty fast...like, so fast that me and him are planning to move in together this thursday...im even skipping schwag to meet his mom...Doug decided to be a complete asshole just because im with James...but he doesnt want a relationship, or at least not the relationship i am seeking...i am ready for a commited relationship but in the future...i'm just sick of being used and going from guy to guy...i saw brandon yesterday, which didnt help but i think im over it...I dont really know what the deal with me and James is now because i am now back at my dad's and he is back at his ex's(according to dianne) but i literally watched this bitch beat the living fuck out of him(only because he wouldnt hit her), so at least i know he wont treat me the way the other assholes have...therefore i dont really think he would go back to that but im still wondering...