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Brandon is out of the hospital...he's okay which is a good thing...i dont know why people would say shit like he's dead when its not true...im actually kind of pissed because he just left to go party as soon as he got home...so maybe it didnt open his eyes...but the sad thing is i would take him back in a heartbeat even though he's put me through hell and even though he's into some pretty messed up shit...Ive come to the conclusion that doug used me...i feel like im a worthless peice of shit...but i feel like i cant do any better...if i dont love myself then how can someone else...