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Emotional and physical pain all wrapped up in one...each from a different person...one of them do not know the emotional pain they are putting me through...i would prefer more of the physical pain than the emotional...the stress of it is overwhelming...constantly thinking of the things that were said..and all the things that werent true...at least i know brandon doesnt love me...he doesnt say it...he doesnt tell me false things just to keep me...he knows that i dont care if he does or not...i dont believe in love it is never going to happen for me...why doesnt anyone understand that??