finally realizing....
So as most of you now know im going to have a baby in march...james is moving to st. louis with my cousin, and im going to live with my mom...how i couldve let myself get into this situation ill never know but i do know that what ive learned from this is when your parents or some other adult gives you advice you should take their advice and use it to the best of your ability...i know that when i decided to move out on my own i thought i could make it and they just wanted me to be dependant upon them...but now i have realized that it wasnt that, but more so that they have been there and they were just trying to save me from getting hurt...since i decided to take matters into my own hands, im right where they said i would be...and honestly im scared shitless...so take my advice if you do not follow your parents'. Listen to them...take everything they say and do to heart, and make sure you know wheither or not they are trying to help or minipulate you...you can still be your own person even if you take your parents' friends or other relatives' advice...