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I feel sad and left out. I know that's not anyone's intentions, and I know it's 1/2 hormonal. But I still feel it. I don't know why I stopped being able to make friends sometime in junior high - I don't know how or when it happened, but when I got to high school, to college, it was obvious. I was surrounded by acquaintances but no friends.
Well at least I have Brian and Amy.
It remains a mystery to me how other people become such good friends. I watch my classmates, and they call each other all the time and visit with each other, even when they have only been hanging out for 2 weeks. It's the same with my Sunday School class. I just don't get it - how do you go from being buddies to being true friends? The only person I was semi-close to in college was Rebecca, and SHE befriended ME. Left up to me, I'm lost at how the whole thing works, I guess.
Whatever.
I finished my acting internship. That is exciting. Next month I have NICU and PICU. I hope I still like kids b/c I think I've settled on med-peds for residency. Also, I've gotten 2 rec letters in the bag, and another person in mind that I need to contact. My application is coming together. Now I'm starting to look at programs. Soon I will be able to start shopping for an interview suit. :)
I'm going now to spend time with Brian...
Well at least I have Brian and Amy.
It remains a mystery to me how other people become such good friends. I watch my classmates, and they call each other all the time and visit with each other, even when they have only been hanging out for 2 weeks. It's the same with my Sunday School class. I just don't get it - how do you go from being buddies to being true friends? The only person I was semi-close to in college was Rebecca, and SHE befriended ME. Left up to me, I'm lost at how the whole thing works, I guess.
Whatever.
I finished my acting internship. That is exciting. Next month I have NICU and PICU. I hope I still like kids b/c I think I've settled on med-peds for residency. Also, I've gotten 2 rec letters in the bag, and another person in mind that I need to contact. My application is coming together. Now I'm starting to look at programs. Soon I will be able to start shopping for an interview suit. :)
I'm going now to spend time with Brian...