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dillllllll chahta hai?! haha! like my icon yaars? but i think it might be grammatically incorrect. my bad. oh well. it shows character!
school really really really sucks. it bites! i have already began to stress out. ;______; I'm gonna try my level best to keep up with work this year like i did last year. I'll be happy if I puy my 100% effort. i'm like that little blue train that went a chugga chugga choo choo. jya.
i miss people. at times like this i really regret my life in general. i just feel like i regret everything. and sometimes i don't even know what I regret. hmmm. i can't wait till summer. summer countdown. o.o;;;
and there have been several coincidences in the past few days. kinda creeps me out. hmmm.
OYA! my room has been painted! it looks soooooooooo good! I love love love it! I can't wait till i can pick my furniture and stuff. I want it to show ME. a place that i can just think and do everything I want. I don't want it to scream "8 year old roopa" like my current one does but i want it to scream "high schooler roopa". I think i have grown up a lot in the past year. People can see it. I changed the way i look and act. I think i like myself more this way... but there are some things i liked more the old way. I'm not sure. I'm a tad mroe confident of myself, but not all that confident. hmmm. I still have a lot of growing to do. You could call me one of those late bloomers or whatever. Well mostly mentally. I'm still way behind in maturity than my peers. believe me. i have come some ways. Boys still had cooties in the 7th grade. I need to start acting 15. OMG! I'm turning 16 in a half a year. Sweet sixteen! I can drive then. 16 seems like a BIG BIG BIG kid to me...
ughhh. school is eating me alive. tennis is becoming stupid. we don't have much real competition anymore. we're 4-0. not one person has lost a match yet. thats completely crazy. >___<
gimme a hug yaars. i need it the most at times like this. i wish i could just dream up my life. I wish my life was a dream that i could never get out of. Not one of those dreams that turns out to be a nightmare.... a real dream.
school really really really sucks. it bites! i have already began to stress out. ;______; I'm gonna try my level best to keep up with work this year like i did last year. I'll be happy if I puy my 100% effort. i'm like that little blue train that went a chugga chugga choo choo. jya.
i miss people. at times like this i really regret my life in general. i just feel like i regret everything. and sometimes i don't even know what I regret. hmmm. i can't wait till summer. summer countdown. o.o;;;
and there have been several coincidences in the past few days. kinda creeps me out. hmmm.
OYA! my room has been painted! it looks soooooooooo good! I love love love it! I can't wait till i can pick my furniture and stuff. I want it to show ME. a place that i can just think and do everything I want. I don't want it to scream "8 year old roopa" like my current one does but i want it to scream "high schooler roopa". I think i have grown up a lot in the past year. People can see it. I changed the way i look and act. I think i like myself more this way... but there are some things i liked more the old way. I'm not sure. I'm a tad mroe confident of myself, but not all that confident. hmmm. I still have a lot of growing to do. You could call me one of those late bloomers or whatever. Well mostly mentally. I'm still way behind in maturity than my peers. believe me. i have come some ways. Boys still had cooties in the 7th grade. I need to start acting 15. OMG! I'm turning 16 in a half a year. Sweet sixteen! I can drive then. 16 seems like a BIG BIG BIG kid to me...
ughhh. school is eating me alive. tennis is becoming stupid. we don't have much real competition anymore. we're 4-0. not one person has lost a match yet. thats completely crazy. >___<
gimme a hug yaars. i need it the most at times like this. i wish i could just dream up my life. I wish my life was a dream that i could never get out of. Not one of those dreams that turns out to be a nightmare.... a real dream.