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I'm so confused that I don't know what I'm confused about. ugh
A lot of stuff has just been happening. Being middle man only confuses me more. I'm being middle man for various situations and I'm just confused. confused as usual. nothing new nothing old. i just want everyone to be a happy family and to get along. I hate this feeling. I get it all the time. I want to make everyone happy and together but I never succeed. i can sacrifice any feelings of myself but still i can't make a giant bandaid for everyone. the feeling kills. to see people suffering and wanting something... and not be able to help. :( I'd hate being santa claus. I wanna make everyone happy. I want to make 1274085891325 brownies and ice cream and give them to all my friends and make them happy.
updating my journal isn't working. i've been writing for 40 minutes... i gotta stop talking to so many people at the same time. haha. thats me for you
i wish Liza and I could seriously make that make an indian boy store. we'd make so much cash and i'd be a happy monkey. a nice desi boy would make me happy right now. but I dunno what I would want. hmmmm.
mom's been getting mad at me a lot lately. for doing stuff she said I could do. it confuses me.
confusion is BAD. wah
A lot of stuff has just been happening. Being middle man only confuses me more. I'm being middle man for various situations and I'm just confused. confused as usual. nothing new nothing old. i just want everyone to be a happy family and to get along. I hate this feeling. I get it all the time. I want to make everyone happy and together but I never succeed. i can sacrifice any feelings of myself but still i can't make a giant bandaid for everyone. the feeling kills. to see people suffering and wanting something... and not be able to help. :( I'd hate being santa claus. I wanna make everyone happy. I want to make 1274085891325 brownies and ice cream and give them to all my friends and make them happy.
updating my journal isn't working. i've been writing for 40 minutes... i gotta stop talking to so many people at the same time. haha. thats me for you
i wish Liza and I could seriously make that make an indian boy store. we'd make so much cash and i'd be a happy monkey. a nice desi boy would make me happy right now. but I dunno what I would want. hmmmm.
mom's been getting mad at me a lot lately. for doing stuff she said I could do. it confuses me.
confusion is BAD. wah