Wake me up when september ends!
Hello, I'm just sitting here listening to music trying to feel a little better. All I have done today is lay in bed sleeping. I havn't been feeling too good today. I am hoping that it's just allergies. I just know I woke up this morning feeling like shit. I was stiff and I could barely move. So yeah. I've been dosing up on some tylenol to help me feel a little better. I think it is just allergies... Why do i feel that no one reads this. No one ever leaves me comments and shit.. so Why do i have one of these if no one reads it... i guess it's a way to talk about stuff that I can't talk about in my xanga because I don't want other people to see it. But still it would be nice to get some comments on this thing. If you know what I mean. My cousin came home this weekend and he got me the GreenDay cd that I have been wanting. I think it's kind of funny because I almost bought the cd yesterday when I was at the mall but decided not to. It's a good thing I didn't. lol.. but I have been wanting it for a while and the thing is, is that me and Nicki split the money to buy the cd and she just basically claims it as hers... she still has my three days grace cd ... and she better give it back... and if there is one scratch on it the bitch is buying me a new one. I hate it when the bitch doesn't take care of my shit. but yeah. I should probably get that back tomorrow. I miss that cd. anyways. I'm gonna redye my hair once I get the hair dye to do it. I was thinking about just letting my natural hair color grow out but I changed my mind... I hate being blonde I want to keep my change... it makes me happy. But yeah. I found a picture of me and Jake and Rae in 9th grade english today. I found it on my window sill. Jenn took the pic in 9th grade.. but the sun kind of bleached it a bit so the picture is kinda hard to see. But I guess that is ok. ahhh Jake. I love him so much. he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm serious about that too. He seems to always be on my mind. i can never stop thinking about him. He's just such a sweetheart. It's great because my whole family pretty much likes him except for my grandparents. They thing it's wrong that he has peircings but they don't know him. He's really a good and sweet and awesome person. They judge too much. Damn I hate people that are so freaking judgemental on people and how they look. ugh they piss me off. Anyways. Well, I think i'm done.. i think I have made this long enough. lol. laterz.