Sometimes People really suck
I have been feeling very depressed lately. Part of it I think is winter just needs to go away. I am so sick of the cold, snow and gloom.
But the other part is I have been feeling really alienated by people that I am closest too. It's weird to feel like all the sudden these certain people have so many better things to do and people to hang out with than me, when I thought we were really close. Not only that but everything is a snippy comment, or going over board with teasing, or acting like they are better than I am. I get snippy comments or attitude for practically everything I say and I don't understand why because it is not like I said anything wrong. There is nothing wrong with a harmless question...that really is harmless I am not just fooling myself here.... or with caring enough to ask or to say something. I mean what is the big freaking deal and why is it being taken out on me so constantly. And all of that is just not cool. It really makes me feel small, and sad.... and the hardest part about it is the couple people that are making me feel this way, that are treating me this way are the people that I would usually go to to talk about the person who is making me feel this way...but I can't because it's them.
Boo
But the other part is I have been feeling really alienated by people that I am closest too. It's weird to feel like all the sudden these certain people have so many better things to do and people to hang out with than me, when I thought we were really close. Not only that but everything is a snippy comment, or going over board with teasing, or acting like they are better than I am. I get snippy comments or attitude for practically everything I say and I don't understand why because it is not like I said anything wrong. There is nothing wrong with a harmless question...that really is harmless I am not just fooling myself here.... or with caring enough to ask or to say something. I mean what is the big freaking deal and why is it being taken out on me so constantly. And all of that is just not cool. It really makes me feel small, and sad.... and the hardest part about it is the couple people that are making me feel this way, that are treating me this way are the people that I would usually go to to talk about the person who is making me feel this way...but I can't because it's them.
Boo