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[number131]

god, i'm in a foul mood. i didn't realize how tired i am. i don't have a day off until thursday. i have all of these people i need to see before i go. i have to pack all my stuff up. i still don't know what to bring and what to leave. i have to figure out when i'm coming back here to work so i know when i can work up there. i'm scheduled to work on the day of the john show, which will not be happening. i'm trying to pretend like everything is copasetic but it's not. my emotions run rampant when i'm this exhausted and all i can think about is how i won't be able to see tres very much before he leaves. and how much all this other stuff hurts despite my trying to pretend it doesn't. god almighty i need a frickin break.

please have mercy of my pitiful soul,
emily