tick tock.

[number024]

watching the clock.
watching the days roll by.
what happened and why ?
i didn't forget.
i can see it in a boy's eyes.
and taste it on his lips
but no matter what i see
it feels right to make
plans for 2
i can see it in a girl's eyes.
to see a smile cross her face when
her eyes meet mine from across the stove.
and when the air lifts you
and she kisses your lips.
then you'll know.
the only safe place left here.
looks like spain will have to wait.
might have to move again.
it's like a throne he don't even own
he won't sit down
give him a crown
he just throws it around.
feeling like the ice man lately.
wanting to drop my wings on the desk
and sell my soul to science.
there's nothing inside now.
soul sitting unsettled.
can't bring the stregnth back to my hands.
almost done FFX
played till 5 this morning.
craving the feel of a clutch
and the rush of adrenaline.
my only true addiction.
and nothing else can replace it.
if it's not dangerous,
it's not fun.
think im gonna get in shit of taking a bottle of water from work today.
bah fuckit.
gonna crawl back into my bed and sleep the rest of the day off
they've all been pear shaped lately.