Yuuto,how could you?!

Oct 01, 2009 10:28

f**k.
I rarely say that,but this time it's perfect to express my feelings.
f**k.F**k.F**k.

Yuuto is leaving SCREW on 31.12.

Damn you Yuuto!How could you do this???You were my favorite member,you got me interested in SCREW!!!!I loved you and you did this to me!!!(like I matter,lol)
But,srsly,whyyyy???Why now?Why him???
This year sucks so much.I hate it.I wish it was over already.This year only crappy stuff happened.So many peopel died,bands disbanded,airplanes crushed,hearts were broken,dreams destroyed.Stupid year.

I can't believe Yuuto is leaving.I totally didn't expect that.When I heard I srsly started crying.It was a shock.I couldn't even sleep last night,I had nightmares and when I remembered what happened I got too upset to sleep.
This bothers me so much,cause SCREW and the GazettE are my top favorite bands!This hurts!It feels almost like losing a friend or being betrayed.This is so bad.This sucks.Only if someone left the GazettE would be worse that this.
Yuuto,don't go.....Please?....Yuutoooooo~

Yesterday I was so happy,cause I heard thatthere willbe a signing session and Q&A meeting with SCREW after their live in Finland,I was all hyper and then - bang! - Yuuto drops the bomb.Crap.Now I can't be happy about their live,cause I know it's their last overseas live with all 5 original memebers together.I bet I'll be crying most of teh live!Why did he have to tell his news now and ruin my mood,my fun and...everything???

I feel like my whole life is slowly falling apart,not only my personal life is so messed up right now with problems with my lovelife and my former best friend,I'm broke,I suck at home,I fail at everything atm and now this.My favorite bands,music that used to be my safe harbor,my heaven where I could escape when I felt bad,where things were so much better and now even my heaven's walls are trembling.This is awful.I hate this.

I hate being depressed,but I am.

sadness, depression, screw

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