Feb 11, 2006 16:41
Id like to take this time to thank all of you on here. You guys have been my shoulder to cry on and i truely do appreciate that. If it werent for you all and your kind words or encouraging comments, i know i wouldnt have made it this far in this journey of life. You all have really helped me out alot in my bad times. And believe me, i know that for the past few months ive been a real pain in the ass, so i thank you for dealing with my shit lol. But, maybe ill only need just a little more support from you guys while adjusting to the single/dating/independant woman life. And i seriously doubt that ill be all whiney like the past months.
I must say that i am REALLY proud of myself. I feel very confident about myself and my life. I feel at ease with the things that have happened and the things that continue to happen. I have decided not to let every little thing bother me like before. Life feels so much better without stressing out over the stupidest shit.
Valerie moved some stuff in today. I think the poor girl is lonely. But thatll all change Tuesday! Well..maybe Wendsday. Depending on what Bryan and i do. *Wink wink* LOL Anywayz back to the apartment..lol. My grandma said she might lend me her tv so thats a plus. Maybe my room wont be COMPLETELY bare.
Geeze yall. Im so excited and nervous about meeting Bryan. I want everything to be perfect. My make up and my hair done straight. My boobs nice and perky lol. I mean, im not looking for a long term relationship orr nuttin but it would be nice to see him more than once. Ya know? Anywayz..i think im done rambling for now. If you guys dont get back at me tonight or by 7pm tomorrow, it may be a couple of days before i can check again. If any of you would like my cell number..let me know.
Im out!