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this summer has been a total turn around from what i thought it was gunna be. i didnt have as much fun as i would have liked but this last week just being with my friends has been awesome. i'm once again single, a major suprise to me and to many of my friends and as sad and as hard as it i guess its what had to happen if its supposed to be best for me...so going back into the single world, not exactly happening as i thought it would, but in a good way. i think i've changed more than i thought i had. i'm no longer an idiot when it comes to boys and their games and how they can play me and i wont play them or hook up with them really anymore. i grow more and more conscious of myself and what i want to do with my life. its a much needed improvement. this year might not turn out too bad as long as i've got all my friends with me at all times, whcih shouldnt be a problem.