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I had senior pictures taken yesterday. It went okay I guess. My mom said she's excited to see the proofs, I was so photogenic, I should be a model. Okay so maybe she's on drugs?
I feel like everything I do lately has a weird fog around it. Like I'm there but it's all more of a faded memory I can't recall.
I think I figured out life. It's not an overwhelming relief to figure it out though. It's just a lazy feeling knowing thats all it is. I had hoped for something more.
I think I'm going to go out today, shopping, eat out, all on my own. I need a day to myself. I don't even want to call anyone to see if they want to come too.
I feel older these days, I think I look older, I think I know how I'll look when I'm in my 20's and 30's. It's weird. I'm weird.
CeCe and I are going to visit Matthew in college this weekend. There'll be drinking, I don't know that I care to tho really.
I miss my other life.
xoxo
I feel like everything I do lately has a weird fog around it. Like I'm there but it's all more of a faded memory I can't recall.
I think I figured out life. It's not an overwhelming relief to figure it out though. It's just a lazy feeling knowing thats all it is. I had hoped for something more.
I think I'm going to go out today, shopping, eat out, all on my own. I need a day to myself. I don't even want to call anyone to see if they want to come too.
I feel older these days, I think I look older, I think I know how I'll look when I'm in my 20's and 30's. It's weird. I'm weird.
CeCe and I are going to visit Matthew in college this weekend. There'll be drinking, I don't know that I care to tho really.
I miss my other life.
xoxo