i hope so

[numalee]

hmm...

this kind of feeling is very annoying

it come every night. ..

the only way that make me feel better is

..run away to the other world that i build it .. . in my dream

when i was high school student, i thought may be when i be a freshy in university

i might found someone. ..

but .. yah i found someone but someone is not for me  . ..  hahaha

2nd year   i joined the volunteer camp

i remembered i dream .. next year in the next camp

i will come with someone or found someone

and that   in the camp

i found someone

continued to 3rd year

we talk.. talk.. talk..

but.

this time may be my fault

at the beginning i didn't know that someone has something to me

so i didn't know myself and didn't think anything

but when i know ..     something changed

we're quiet..   i'm quite

so..  everything end since we never start

same..    my 4th year still

e  m  t  y

and again

i dream to the internship

that i might found someone

but now..

n o t h i n g

many people around me thing that

i'm popular

but why i still alone

the answer is not that someone

it's me , myself

the problems are inside

even i found someone that i like

i thing i still close my mind

i don't know that because i'm too shy or afraid

but

i still waiting for my day

my someone day

i hope so.