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hmmmm. shayne is gay.
i gotta do make up work boring boring boring
hopefully jake can come tomorrow, i miss him. ( i miss you jake!)
i really need to start my job. ive had it since the 11th and have yet to start. too much has happened in the last 2ish weeks. everything that i thought i knew would always be there is now gone. boyfriend, friends, family. im ok with all of this now but i was just so unprepared at the time.
it's hard to be the strong one. sometimes i want to be able to break down just like everyone else, im hurting as much as they are. but i know that it's ok, so now we can all just hold tight and go through it together.
all is fair in love and war.