[[There must be gold where fools are. That.s what we are...]]
So basically, I'm sick and fucking tired of not having a place to live. A REAL fucking place to live. A place where when I'm told that I'm welcome to stay as long as I want it's not a lie.
Why couldn't I have been told 3 fucking days ago? I just bought a CAR. That was almost $800 that I could have used to find an apartment if I had known that I was going to have to find one in less than a month. Fucking ridiculous.
So if anyone is looking for a roommate, I have my own car and a job that pays well. And I've done it before so I can do it again. Please. Somebody. Anybody. I can't afford to do it on my own in only a month.
P.S. You deserve better than what I can give you right now. Stop living your life for me, because it seems I've stopped living mine for you somewhere along the way. No one's ever loved me like you do [did] and now I'll never be able to get that back. Things can be good again, you'll see. Come back when you're ready. Because I fear you'll be ready long before I have myself figured out.
Why couldn't I have been told 3 fucking days ago? I just bought a CAR. That was almost $800 that I could have used to find an apartment if I had known that I was going to have to find one in less than a month. Fucking ridiculous.
So if anyone is looking for a roommate, I have my own car and a job that pays well. And I've done it before so I can do it again. Please. Somebody. Anybody. I can't afford to do it on my own in only a month.
P.S. You deserve better than what I can give you right now. Stop living your life for me, because it seems I've stopped living mine for you somewhere along the way. No one's ever loved me like you do [did] and now I'll never be able to get that back. Things can be good again, you'll see. Come back when you're ready. Because I fear you'll be ready long before I have myself figured out.