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It's rare that I post an entry to livejournal and not to mowgli.org. This is one of those rare posts. Who knows. If all else fails--and it just might--I may do this more often.
Bit by bit, my life feels like it is falling apart. I can't afford the apartment I'm in, especially if we can't find anyone to rent out the extra room for whatever they want it for. My car is gathering traffic tickets and since I found everything dumped out of my glovebox, my gut wrenches every time I walk to my car. What if there's another ticket? What if the window is broken? What if it's not even there anymore? My website just went down this morning. Apparently it's time to pay for hosting again and I wasn't told. So they just took my site off. It's an especially bad time, since I've been sending out resumes from mowgli@mowgli.org, and now they can't respond. And now I'm stressing out because I can't afford to pay for another whole year. If I can't pay a month or two at a time, it may be a little bit of time before I can have my email address back.
And then it's little things, like not having an ounce of food in the fridge or watching my computer at home become disconnected and unavailable.
Did I just call not having any food a little thing? Hehe. Don't worry, I'm not starving.
Right now I'm at Steph's. I hope that she doesn't mind that I'm sitting on her computer right now. Being here is one of the good things at the moment.
Bit by bit, my life feels like it is falling apart. I can't afford the apartment I'm in, especially if we can't find anyone to rent out the extra room for whatever they want it for. My car is gathering traffic tickets and since I found everything dumped out of my glovebox, my gut wrenches every time I walk to my car. What if there's another ticket? What if the window is broken? What if it's not even there anymore? My website just went down this morning. Apparently it's time to pay for hosting again and I wasn't told. So they just took my site off. It's an especially bad time, since I've been sending out resumes from mowgli@mowgli.org, and now they can't respond. And now I'm stressing out because I can't afford to pay for another whole year. If I can't pay a month or two at a time, it may be a little bit of time before I can have my email address back.
And then it's little things, like not having an ounce of food in the fridge or watching my computer at home become disconnected and unavailable.
Did I just call not having any food a little thing? Hehe. Don't worry, I'm not starving.
Right now I'm at Steph's. I hope that she doesn't mind that I'm sitting on her computer right now. Being here is one of the good things at the moment.