Feb 01, 2005 12:26
boys are so0o0o0o incredibly cute sometimes, especially adam. te he he.. i'm getting crazy butterflies and when i'm next to him, they get even crazier.
sometimes i think it's wrong. but why does it feel so right. but fuck that shit. my Id has taken control and i believe i'll let it do it's thing. he's everything i've ever wanted and i'm not letting that go. i don't care what happens. i finally have what i've been longing for. and i didnt even look for it, go figure.
he called me today while on break and he's gunna try to get off an hour earlier just to hang with me. i told him that i have to ride Goodboy around the time he gets off. and he told me that he didnt care, as long as he gets to spend time with me. ::BIG SMILE!::
Speaking of smiles, i cant stop smiling around him... GOSH! gay girl syndrome to the max...
-poe dizzle