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i've been having a lot of instances of this reoccuring dream lately. in the dream i'm in the present, but i'm living in a relationship that i had in the past. one of the few... my life is so different with each dream. i haven't had too many relationships that meant anything, but it seems that nearly all of them i've had have come up in this dream, in one form or another, within the last month. it is really starting to freak me out... it's like i fall asleep and "wake up" in this dream where magically i am still a part of relationship a or b or c or x, and my present life is tinged with all of these things that were going on at that time in my life. the dreams are exhausting because they feel so real and when i wake up these tinges bring back memories, some sweet, some bitter, some bittersweet. i don't dislike it, but i have to say it's fucking exhausting... "reliving" those memories. but sometimes i feel so introverted that i long for some of the feelings that pop up in these dreams... which is why i guess, on some subconscious level, they keep coming back.