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So I've been working out like mad letting all my frustrations out. It is helping a bit, although I am still pissed at several people for no reason and that makes me mad. My elbow hurt, and I can barely move it. I have new pictures up on my mypsace, check them aout and comment (myspace.com/nukedcomputer). English is killing me, The Stranger has been making me think a lot about life and how truely pointless it is. idk, I feel very alone and I hate it. I like Morgan's idea, just skip life to the part where I am married and already have kids and I'd be happy. I was supposed to go on a date with Kimi Friday, but aparently I am baby sitting my two nephew so he can go on a date. :( I mean I'm happy to help him out, after all he is going through, but idk I have a life too. I'm starting to work during the week again, instead of doing track. I'm really guna miss it, but at least i'm working out on my own now, and this way I'll have some extra cash around. I got a new radiator for my car, the one in there is the original, so we were lucky it lasted the 14 years it has lasted, but I have to put that in on Friday also. I should be getting my cell phone tomorrow! This will complete my turn to the dork side I think, being that I have every other gadget you can think of. Choir is fun. I found my old friend Sierra on myspace. Haven't seen her in like forever, she hsa changed though, but it's still nice to hear from old pals. My friend and my other friend started dating, yayness! Although I'm guna hope things like this summer don't happen again, but it should all be good :) I have no cavities! I applied for a dredit card today. Music is starting to annoy me, not choir music, but radio, because I'm not as good. I can hit all the notes and I have awesome rythm, but my tone quality is horrible and I want to be better. The suns won tonight! Once they get Amare back they are guna be unstoppable, I can't wait. I just got out of the shower and decided to update. I'm only wearing a towell though O:-) lol I am weird. I feel like I only have one good friend right now. I know it isn't true, but everytime I try to think about all the people that I really care about only this one person pops in at first. Everyone else i'm just eh about. I can't wait to go t Flagstaff and make new friends, losen up a bit have some fun and move on with my life. I really wish I could steal Morgan and make her life better, she deserves better than her mom. I love her so much and it breaks my heart that things have happened to her the way they have. I really wish I could write like this for English. I got a free falsh drive from work, which is like $25 usually. I woulda given anything for what I have now freshmen year, but I still want more, something better. My car, Megan is what I named her, has a GREAT wax job on it, you should check it out, it's way slick. Remmy e-mailed me saying if I was gay he'd totally date me, he was joking but it was still funny. So then I e-mailed him back saying If I was gay I'd totally date me too. :-p He's awesome and Irespect him so much. I've had bad experiences with gay people before, but he isn't one of them which makes me happy. Does someone wanna catch Petter Piper Pizza after school one of these days?
Joseph
Joseph