Don't call it a comeback!
Heya Everyone. Well it has been a long while since I last updated, over four months to be exact. Stephanie wondered why I never updated anymore, so this is for you. A lot has happened over the past few months, so sit back and enjoy the ride.
Rosalie and me have been broken up for two months. I just couldn't take the fighting and such anymore. I am now confirmed in the Catholic church and continue to go to mass every week. Still working at Charter One Bank, despite my best friend leaving for the Marines in a week. I love you man, maybe more than you'll ever know. A bunch of bullshit with another friend, yes I do still consider you my friend. Maybe it wasn't my place to say the things I did, but it had to be said for the greater good of everyone. Other than that pretty much the same old everyday occurences.
Stephanie and me went out tonight. It was really fun and insightful. We played putt-putt golf, I barely won. Ate dinner at Chili's afterward, then drove to Kroger and my house. The biggest part of the whole night though was us getting to talk. Face to face about some big issues. If anything more is going to progress from her and I we had to discuss a few things first. Which I think went pretty well, conversation really seems to flow between her and I. All and all it was a great night and I hope greater things may come out of it. Only time will tell.
That leads me to another thing, relationships in general. I know there is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but that doesn't mean the two involved can't strive for it. Getting your heart broken really can make you apprehensive toward starting something new. And it is always hard to jump into something when you have the past looming over your shoulder. Me for example, my past relationships always seem to haunt me. Not them in general, but the bad parts. I know you can't have good without bad, but I wish the bad didn't always seem to outweigh the good. I just want to find a girl and a relationship that makes me forget the past failures and move onto the future with someone I truly care for.
That kind of leads me back to Stephanie. I never dated a girl I was actually friends with beforehand. But I think that would be better, because you actually know them, and care for them in more than just a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. Steph has been through a lot lately though, and I'll be here for her in any way she needs me to be. While we continue to hang out in the future we'll see what comes from all of this. And I'm always an optimist, so I'm hoping for the best. If nothing more I just want her to be happy and know that I am always here for her. By the way, thank you for the necklace. You're such a sweetheart. Until next time everyone, have fun and God Bless. =)
Rosalie and me have been broken up for two months. I just couldn't take the fighting and such anymore. I am now confirmed in the Catholic church and continue to go to mass every week. Still working at Charter One Bank, despite my best friend leaving for the Marines in a week. I love you man, maybe more than you'll ever know. A bunch of bullshit with another friend, yes I do still consider you my friend. Maybe it wasn't my place to say the things I did, but it had to be said for the greater good of everyone. Other than that pretty much the same old everyday occurences.
Stephanie and me went out tonight. It was really fun and insightful. We played putt-putt golf, I barely won. Ate dinner at Chili's afterward, then drove to Kroger and my house. The biggest part of the whole night though was us getting to talk. Face to face about some big issues. If anything more is going to progress from her and I we had to discuss a few things first. Which I think went pretty well, conversation really seems to flow between her and I. All and all it was a great night and I hope greater things may come out of it. Only time will tell.
That leads me to another thing, relationships in general. I know there is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but that doesn't mean the two involved can't strive for it. Getting your heart broken really can make you apprehensive toward starting something new. And it is always hard to jump into something when you have the past looming over your shoulder. Me for example, my past relationships always seem to haunt me. Not them in general, but the bad parts. I know you can't have good without bad, but I wish the bad didn't always seem to outweigh the good. I just want to find a girl and a relationship that makes me forget the past failures and move onto the future with someone I truly care for.
That kind of leads me back to Stephanie. I never dated a girl I was actually friends with beforehand. But I think that would be better, because you actually know them, and care for them in more than just a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship. Steph has been through a lot lately though, and I'll be here for her in any way she needs me to be. While we continue to hang out in the future we'll see what comes from all of this. And I'm always an optimist, so I'm hoping for the best. If nothing more I just want her to be happy and know that I am always here for her. By the way, thank you for the necklace. You're such a sweetheart. Until next time everyone, have fun and God Bless. =)