confessions.
actually, everything feels like a dream.
i never thought anyone will EVER get into a car accident again, after heechul is back on screen.
so much that i wish it was a dream, with all the news and stuff, i can't. T-T
i have a confession to make and i hope it won't be too late.
i used to hate kyuhyun to the core when he first joined the group.
i can't get used to the change and almost became anti-kyuhyun.
i tried to stop hating him, after half a month, and i did stop hating him.
but i still can't seems to like him.
i don't like the fact that kyuhae exists.
i'm not in favor of K.R.Y because kyuhyun is in it.
whatever kyuhyun did, i find it rather irritating.
after the accident, i realise...
i'm actually used to the number 13 and not 12.
i'm actually used to listen to kyuhyun's voice in suju's song.
i actually find kyuhae cute.
i actually love K.R.Y.
i actually love kyuhyun's voice.
i actually love kyuhyun's dorky smile.
i was actually lying to myself all the while.
i actually love kyuhyun as much as i love the other boys.
i want the lively kyuhyun thatranandjumpedonthesofainchina back. T-T
without kyuhyun is not suju anymore.
i'm trying to stay optimistic.
but i keep thinking of Xu WeiLun's accident and questions keep popping up in my head.
"will kyuhyun die?", "what will suju be if kyuhyun died?", "what will we do if kyuhyun died?"
*toucheswoodX1000000000000000000000000000*
kyuhyun, i'm praying for you.
stay strong. i believe in you. ♥
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FIGHT ON!!
규현야, 사라해~