So done.
I love doing retrospection.
I end up getting amused or surprised by how i've grown or changed, and maybe even feel sad that constants are dynamics.
Anyway for one, i realized i've become very private.
i'm still open and accountable to my best friends but like i can't stand having strangers knowing about my life. People whom i hardly interact with just don't have the privilege of looking at my photos and stuff anymore. I used to be ok with it but now i feel violated.
This has nothing to do with maturing but i can't stand hypocrisy. I hate it when people are so "act" nice because christian life dictates that they should be nice. If you don't like me that's cool. Just keep your distance and our animosity can be minimized. But don't try and be the angel and play nice just to get those approved looks from others. Honestly it makes it hard for me to like you back.
Actually i don't really get this feeling a lot. Most of the time with the community i'm in, we work to compromise and tolerate. I'm really only ranting about the same few people. haha. And they shouldn't bother me because i'm in singapore already. But looking at their faces annoys me... i think i'll shorten my life by several minutes feeling angry so i should just set my brain to zen mode. now.
I end up getting amused or surprised by how i've grown or changed, and maybe even feel sad that constants are dynamics.
Anyway for one, i realized i've become very private.
i'm still open and accountable to my best friends but like i can't stand having strangers knowing about my life. People whom i hardly interact with just don't have the privilege of looking at my photos and stuff anymore. I used to be ok with it but now i feel violated.
This has nothing to do with maturing but i can't stand hypocrisy. I hate it when people are so "act" nice because christian life dictates that they should be nice. If you don't like me that's cool. Just keep your distance and our animosity can be minimized. But don't try and be the angel and play nice just to get those approved looks from others. Honestly it makes it hard for me to like you back.
Actually i don't really get this feeling a lot. Most of the time with the community i'm in, we work to compromise and tolerate. I'm really only ranting about the same few people. haha. And they shouldn't bother me because i'm in singapore already. But looking at their faces annoys me... i think i'll shorten my life by several minutes feeling angry so i should just set my brain to zen mode. now.