introspection

May 22, 2010 04:31

What is the taste of humble pie?
At first it's hard and bitter and it makes you want to cry. Then the aftertaste washes your mouth with a sweetness and you feel ten times lighter. Gratitude at the forgiveness received, and joy because the bitterness has been washed out.

What is the taste of reconciliation? 
It's a bittersweet taste. But your heart flutters and you feel at peace. Suddenly underserved grace isn't so hard to give. Suddenly you appreciate the kindness.

What is the taste of oversensitivity? 
It is the taste of an intense inner struggle. Knowing one thing and feeling another. It is also unresolved, because that wild thing inside tips from side to side, not finding its balance.

I have felt and tasted all these this in the last 4 days.
It's 430 am, i need to sleep and stop being pensive.
Tomorrow i'll power through my work! 
Miss you and you and you. Thinking of you, you and you.
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