my beloved monster and me, we go everywhere together
Hello kiddies.
Mmmmm. it's getting pretty cold out down here, and i kind of love it. it really doesn't smell like fall though, and that kind of bothers me. my mom sent me some leaves in a letter. they kind of turned brown on the way here, but they smelled really good. if anyone else wants to do that, i really think they should. Find some pretty ones.
Ben Lee is playing at this club called the social tonight. I only like a couple of his songs and he's kind of annoying, but alot of people seem to really like him. no one around here, but in general. people around here that like music are really excited about dashboard confessional coming to UCF. and i say people that like music because, as i've found out, there are people who don't like music. and that's misleading too, because it's not so much as they don't like it, it's just that they really don't care about it at all. my roomate, for example, brought no cd's with her. none. at all. it's good because then it's all my music, all the time, but still.
last week i worked alot of days at pooh's playground, which is the most violent and vicious spot i've worked at so far. it was quite shocking actually. people are so RUDE. it's unbelievable. you have no idea. people get all up ons yo. not even kidding. me and my girl marsha hold it DOWN though. she's from brooklyn and has roomates from GA too, and so she completely understands about the whole roomates not getting jokes thing. stuff just goes over their heads. we had a good rant about it. she's awesome though.
best day last week would definately be when i was with aladdin, jasmine and the genie. yeah. awesome. my aladdin was really really nice and had just gotten engaged and it was adorable.
and it's looking like the best day this week is going to be the buzz i had yesterday. he's trying to get into the Disney Design Group, which is basically a complete dream job for me, and yeah. it was actually kind of discouraging. see, the ddg designs everything, pretty much. all the merchandise. all the set ups for the rides. all kinds of wacky stuff. but it's extremely hard to get a job there, but once you have it, you're basically good to go. they help do some costuming stuff, a little bit of everything. but buzz lightyear was basically a pro. . .he was talking about his art and stuff and it was awesome, and i just feel so lameee when that happens. whenever there's a competitive sitch like that where someone tells me it's hard to do something, I freeze up and i just feel really defeated. instead of making me feel challanged and ready to go for it like i did before, i feel like just giving up. i feel really intimidated now. i mean this guy paints for like 5 hours a day, he made a very cool masking tape stencil of buzz for the door. he's really motivated, and HE can't even get into the ddg. yiiiikkkkeeessss. he's also alot older than me, and maybe when i'm that old, i'll be a pro too. but i'm still scurrred.
i really want to go to denmark or sweden to study design for at least a semester. they know how to do stuff there, like for real. it's all really simple, but really awesome. very clean, but still fun and stuff. think ikea and mac and volkswagen. very cool. also: all the japanese exchange kids here REALLY make me want to go to japan. if only for the clothes. seriously. they have the cutest clothes, and their shirts are all manglish and say things like "it is well known that i am the girl for you" and they are generally ALWAYS smiling or giggling.
i'm taking a sign language workshop at the end of the month. in november there's some cool puppet and costuming workshops i want to go to. it's pretty cool. they're like mini classes.
well that's the view from down here. enjoy fall for me! eat some apples! kick some leaves! can't wait to see everyone again!!!!!
lurvessss.
Mmmmm. it's getting pretty cold out down here, and i kind of love it. it really doesn't smell like fall though, and that kind of bothers me. my mom sent me some leaves in a letter. they kind of turned brown on the way here, but they smelled really good. if anyone else wants to do that, i really think they should. Find some pretty ones.
Ben Lee is playing at this club called the social tonight. I only like a couple of his songs and he's kind of annoying, but alot of people seem to really like him. no one around here, but in general. people around here that like music are really excited about dashboard confessional coming to UCF. and i say people that like music because, as i've found out, there are people who don't like music. and that's misleading too, because it's not so much as they don't like it, it's just that they really don't care about it at all. my roomate, for example, brought no cd's with her. none. at all. it's good because then it's all my music, all the time, but still.
last week i worked alot of days at pooh's playground, which is the most violent and vicious spot i've worked at so far. it was quite shocking actually. people are so RUDE. it's unbelievable. you have no idea. people get all up ons yo. not even kidding. me and my girl marsha hold it DOWN though. she's from brooklyn and has roomates from GA too, and so she completely understands about the whole roomates not getting jokes thing. stuff just goes over their heads. we had a good rant about it. she's awesome though.
best day last week would definately be when i was with aladdin, jasmine and the genie. yeah. awesome. my aladdin was really really nice and had just gotten engaged and it was adorable.
and it's looking like the best day this week is going to be the buzz i had yesterday. he's trying to get into the Disney Design Group, which is basically a complete dream job for me, and yeah. it was actually kind of discouraging. see, the ddg designs everything, pretty much. all the merchandise. all the set ups for the rides. all kinds of wacky stuff. but it's extremely hard to get a job there, but once you have it, you're basically good to go. they help do some costuming stuff, a little bit of everything. but buzz lightyear was basically a pro. . .he was talking about his art and stuff and it was awesome, and i just feel so lameee when that happens. whenever there's a competitive sitch like that where someone tells me it's hard to do something, I freeze up and i just feel really defeated. instead of making me feel challanged and ready to go for it like i did before, i feel like just giving up. i feel really intimidated now. i mean this guy paints for like 5 hours a day, he made a very cool masking tape stencil of buzz for the door. he's really motivated, and HE can't even get into the ddg. yiiiikkkkeeessss. he's also alot older than me, and maybe when i'm that old, i'll be a pro too. but i'm still scurrred.
i really want to go to denmark or sweden to study design for at least a semester. they know how to do stuff there, like for real. it's all really simple, but really awesome. very clean, but still fun and stuff. think ikea and mac and volkswagen. very cool. also: all the japanese exchange kids here REALLY make me want to go to japan. if only for the clothes. seriously. they have the cutest clothes, and their shirts are all manglish and say things like "it is well known that i am the girl for you" and they are generally ALWAYS smiling or giggling.
i'm taking a sign language workshop at the end of the month. in november there's some cool puppet and costuming workshops i want to go to. it's pretty cool. they're like mini classes.
well that's the view from down here. enjoy fall for me! eat some apples! kick some leaves! can't wait to see everyone again!!!!!
lurvessss.