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I woke up this morning wanting to cry. My mother thinks I'm depressed and I'm starting to believe it. I never relate to song lyrics and when people do I feel sorry for them because the songs are usually depressing, but I'm sitting here listening to Brand New - Mix Tape and I agree completely. "When I say lets keep in touch, I really mean I wish that you'd grow up." That's exactly how I feel and it sucks even more to know it will never happen no matter how hard I wish. My kidneys are killing me but I think I'm going to try to go back to work since sitting here alone all day would just be too much. And I was just thinking about something funny, if I drank anything, I would stay drunk for days since my body can't process it. It's starting to sound appealing. Heh. I'm just kidding. Drinking is bad. Don't do it. Maybe all this shit will start to get better soon. I'm just dying for it too! And I'm sure Katie is waiting for it all to be over so I'll start hanging out with someone else. I'm really sorry, but I do need you. I think I might try to go to dance tonight. That will be my goal for the day. Lets hope its a good one for everyone.