FUCK YOU LIFE.
No really, fuck you so much. I'm just so tired of this bullshit. Can't you harass someone else? Don't you think you've done enough? I used to be so happy for others and now I just don't give a fuck. Or worse, I get mad. Thanks for ruining everything. I've done my part, I've given all I got, can't you see that there's no more juice to be pressed out of me? Can't you reward me now? Just this once? Is that really too much to ask?
There is just so much hope I can burn through before giving up.